We’ve been doing the happy dance around here the last few days because James’ neuropsychological evaluation came back and it was all good news. Great news is that the psychologist observed and documented independence on the letter board (communication partner is not assisting with answers) and wonderful news that James has what it takes to succeed in a challenging academic environment. We knew that from his home school work but it is nice to see it on paper.
Well while we were celebrating, James’ anxiety was building. Today, the first thing he did when Shannon arrived was tell her he needed to write about his anxiety and share it with everyone. He wanted his “team” to know how he was feeling and he wanted blog readers to know since many have autism and are following his journey.
I want to write about my anxiety.
Returning James 
I understand, James, and it makes a lot of sense. Just understand that everyone gets anxious — it’s normal, even for kids without autism…even adults in new situations. 100% normal! 🙂
Thanks Debbie-you are one of our biggest supporters!
James,
Anxiety is the normal reaction when facing placement testing or other stressful evaluations. At such times, all of us are unsure of ourselves.
Believe it or not, I used to have horrendous fear of speaking or performing in public. A Broadway star of days gone by told me, “The audience is on YOUR side!” Excellent words of encouragement!
James, I remember how anxious you were during those first weeks with the homeschool group. And look at how well that venture has turned out!
Do your best — I know that you will — and everything will work out fine.
And one more thing…
What you’re facing now, James, is but ONE “gateway” to your future — not your ONLY “gateway.”